Calling!!!!!!!!!!

I'm not mentioning any names but I have cried every morning this week. I know I'm over emotional but do we really have to pick a fight every morning???????????

Although I am trying to remain positive. It has become extremely hard.

And if anyone wants to know anything about Christmas please contact my hubby. I am done with Christmas as of now.

39 Weeks And Still Kicking!!!

This baby is not making an appearance it looks like anytime soon. Hopefully we can get things done before this baby comes. I have been busy Holiday decorating and I feel so accomplished these days. (-;

Will update my blog probably when this baby decides to join this world. (-:

A Death In the Family!!!

We had a death in our family yesterday. My aunt's father passed away. He had been sick since march with cancer of the liver. There were a few times that they thought he would be well enough to have surgery to remove the cancer. He however never got to have that surgery. He was given 6 months to live and he passed yesterday.

My thoughts and prayers are with my aunt and her family. This disease came suddenly and strong. He was such a kind loving man and will be really missed.

38 Weeks!!!

So as the weeks go on the anxiety towards the birth increases. We have had alot of stress in our house. My hubby is working more and less "available" to talk. Making it hard to deal with everything. He is being supportive but He also knows that he ha alot to get done before we have this baby so he is in a panic. BUt I am trying to not let it bother me because I do know that he is trying to get the most time to spend with me and the new little one.

I am looking foward to meet my baby. And am hoping my cough and cold symptoms will be over by the time this baby is born. Only a few more weeks. God has blessed me in so many ways with such support. And looking foward to the birth being over and still praying that everything goes smoothly.

My son is showing signs that he knows someting is going to change. But I am enjoying every adventure we have together the past few weeks. Today we did styrofoam Christmast trees and made raindeer and snowmen out of christmas bells. It has been really great to spend time with him doing these things.

I am so happy to be spending more time at home and getting things ready at the house. Working on projects that are not going to get done after the baby. So it has been alot of business around here. (-: I am feeling so accomplished these days. I however have a list of projects still to be done. (-: So we shall see how much we get done.

I have to say I am 38 weeks and still pretty happy. Uncomfortable but happy. (-:

A Mother's Helper!!!

So I was hoping to not need any help until this baby was born. When going to my midwives this week. They recomended I get a high school kid to come over and help in the afternoons. I really thought they were crazy. But this weekend was super eye opener. My hubby is super tired from the start up of this new company. He cannot take any time off and is working alot of the job himself. Which means alot of physical labor. He sprained his ankle last week and it was improving but now is not. So its Sunday and he is pooped. I'm pooped also. I was up all night with braxton hicks contractions, and a very mobile baby in my tummy. I thought my sickness was over but woke up with a sore throat and a cough again. Ugh!!!!!So next week a girl down the street is coming over two days a week for a few hours in the afternoon. My hubby thought it would be a good idea because he feels like it will help him be able to relax a little bit. And I will get the rest I need so hopefully I can get my iron up. Hopefully. (-:

37 Weeks and counting!!!

So this week I am 37 weeks. Can you believe it. I have made it super far. This has been a rough pregnancy for me in many ways. I am so thankful that me and the baby are safe.

I'm definitely at the uncomfortable part of this pregnancy. I have been struggling to sleep these days. Especially since I have had a hard time breathing due to the flu. But I have to say my husband and families help has really made me feel better that everything is being taken care of. Thankfully my hubby and son have not caugh anything. I am so thankful that it hasn't effected anyone else in the family. (-:

So thankful!!!

I am just so thankful for the outpouring of love and kindness through this difficult week. This week has become a really rough ride for me and have been scrambling to have childcare for my little one all week

This flu has hit me really hard have not regained my strength yet. I have been relying on family and friends to help. I feel so blessed to have such a strong support system during this though time.